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I finally met someone.

Dreamy river waves…

Dirty water I dipped my toes in

In front of you; I lost control in the right proportion.

You are

gorgeously beautiful.

Like all people appear in my deepest dream

surrounded by an aura.

Little moments of hugs, little moments that unlocked my memories of

being in the early heaven.

Not lost.

Not lost in a maze on the foreign lands, with no touch with anyone, truly.

None of them were my friends.

But, a spark of chance, here it has showed up,

I shouldn’t feel so surviving

as if taking you to find something

But I find a person, good enough to trip again, as a reason for the world not being too bad a place to stay in

If a death, you,

brought what I adore in the other world, upside-down

— that lured me even into death

— here.

This world is flipped.

It’s not a plain white space of slow-burning pain anymore

Alex.